March 2012
“If you love someone, tell them. Forget about the rules or the fear of looking...”
“If you really want to get to know someone, or if you want to get to know them...”
This is going to get worse :(
Wait but actually
this is exactly the same damn thing. And I absolutely hate it. I asked for it.
I wish I could, for once, feel something - just something - without also feeling something bad.
I like you the way you are when we’re drivin’ in your car and you’re talking to me one on one, but you’ve become somebody else ‘round everyone else. You’re watching your back like you can’t relax, you’re tryin’ to be cool, you look like a fool to me. Tell me why’d you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you’re...
There is absolutely no way I’m going to start playing this game daily.
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I never found the words to say, you’re the one I think about each day, and I know no matter where life takes me to a part of me will always be with you.
There’s no use looking back or wondering, because love is a strange and funny thing. No matter how I try and try I just can’t say goodbye.
3.26.12
Uhm. Well. I said I would write this to describe this ‘mood,’ though I really don’t have an explanation that will satisfy what you would like to know. I really don’t have much of an explanation at all. I am not trying to act any certain way. I do know exactly what set off the mood switch, for me, at least. I think you know as well. It bothers me, for no reason more than...
the insults taken lightly actually hurt the most.
23) the one person you would do anything for.
I hate what I cannot explain to anyone.
The built up feelings, thoughts that cannot be shared with anyone. The things meant to stay in my own mind. Always, those become the strongest, the ones I have difficulty understanding on my own. But I’m stuck.
And you don’t know the half of it. No one does. Mehh.
Down the road, later on you will hate that I never gave more to you than half of my heart, but I can’t stop loving you with half of my, half of my heart. Half of my heart’s got a real good imagination, half of my heart’s got you, half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you that half of my heart won’t do.
I still don’t know exactly what to do.
What I do know, is that its not the actual act that is difficult for me to handle. I genuinely am not so bothered by the physical action. Do as you please. I am not angry, and I don’t know if upset is the right word either.
It is the overall message sent by this that I am unable to bear. The, again, self-esteem hit. I can cope with knowing, and...
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